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a.
"what's beautiful?" i ask you,
voice slipping like silk
to caress the skin of your hands
molding themselves to mine,
and you say,
"you."
i sigh in exasperation
as i clutch you closer to me.
"okay...
but what about me?
my hair?
my eyes?
my lack of twig-like features?"
you laugh as i click my tongue,
feigning annoyance,
pretending impatience,
trying to make it a joke...
but there's nothing funny
about compliment-fishing
when i've never been good enough for anyone else.
when i've never been worthy.
"no.
it's the way i melt like honey
when you sing,
the chills you kiss along my spine
with just a glance.
it's the way
you're not afraid of flying at my side
or trusting me to catch you
if your wings should fail one day.
it's nothing in particular
and everything at once.
it's just love."
b.
"what's different?"
you ask me,
stringing your fingers through my hair
and igniting a spark in my eyes with your smile.
"you,"
i whisper against empty air,
and you laugh at the mockery in my voice
because we've had this talk before.
"well,
i know that already.
but what makes me so?"
and i shake my head
because i just can't explain,
but the dark of your gaze
makes me want, at least, to give it a try.
"i think it's your laugh.
it twinkles like weights hitting the floor
and makes me want to cover my ears.
or maybe,
it's the ways that you think
when you're caught up in your writing
and i break into your thoughts.
it's the way that you lead me
when i can't find my way,
how you realize i've been lost all along.
it's just you."
c.
[but i know that's not true,
because it's the heartache i feel
when we say our goodbyes.
it's the nervous anticipation i have
when i know weeks will pass by
before i see you again,
when i know the distance is great
but the magnetism is greater.
when i know
that your voice on the phone line
will never replace your words scraping my ears.]
d.
"what's loneliness?"
i ask you
as comets fall through the sky
and the breeze tosses our hair like lost leaves.
and for once,
i don't find it confusing
when you let loose a sigh
and take ten minutes before you respond.
for once,
i understand it all
without hearing a word.
"it's falling apart
when there's no one around.
shoving my face into the hoodies you wore once
in hopes your perfume has lingered through time.
it's listening to songs i've only heard once
and hearing you singing along;
waking at midnight and reaching for you
when you've never been there to begin with
and realizing how badly i want you to be.
it's what i feel
when you walk out the door without turning around,
because sometimes,
i wish you'd just stop.
it's those comets,
this wind...
it's everything we think about
but never acknowledge.
it's letting go."
e.
[so you pull me down
and we shiver til even midnight's stopped freezing,
and i can't help
but disagree with the last.
because even in silence,
we understand what's gone missing,
and i can't let go
when you make me go weak at the knees.
and loneliness
isn't letting go,
anyway.
it's just falling apart at the seams
with no one around to keep our hearts held in the right place.
it's losing you.]
"what's beautiful?" i ask you,
voice slipping like silk
to caress the skin of your hands
molding themselves to mine,
and you say,
"you."
i sigh in exasperation
as i clutch you closer to me.
"okay...
but what about me?
my hair?
my eyes?
my lack of twig-like features?"
you laugh as i click my tongue,
feigning annoyance,
pretending impatience,
trying to make it a joke...
but there's nothing funny
about compliment-fishing
when i've never been good enough for anyone else.
when i've never been worthy.
"no.
it's the way i melt like honey
when you sing,
the chills you kiss along my spine
with just a glance.
it's the way
you're not afraid of flying at my side
or trusting me to catch you
if your wings should fail one day.
it's nothing in particular
and everything at once.
it's just love."
b.
"what's different?"
you ask me,
stringing your fingers through my hair
and igniting a spark in my eyes with your smile.
"you,"
i whisper against empty air,
and you laugh at the mockery in my voice
because we've had this talk before.
"well,
i know that already.
but what makes me so?"
and i shake my head
because i just can't explain,
but the dark of your gaze
makes me want, at least, to give it a try.
"i think it's your laugh.
it twinkles like weights hitting the floor
and makes me want to cover my ears.
or maybe,
it's the ways that you think
when you're caught up in your writing
and i break into your thoughts.
it's the way that you lead me
when i can't find my way,
how you realize i've been lost all along.
it's just you."
c.
[but i know that's not true,
because it's the heartache i feel
when we say our goodbyes.
it's the nervous anticipation i have
when i know weeks will pass by
before i see you again,
when i know the distance is great
but the magnetism is greater.
when i know
that your voice on the phone line
will never replace your words scraping my ears.]
d.
"what's loneliness?"
i ask you
as comets fall through the sky
and the breeze tosses our hair like lost leaves.
and for once,
i don't find it confusing
when you let loose a sigh
and take ten minutes before you respond.
for once,
i understand it all
without hearing a word.
"it's falling apart
when there's no one around.
shoving my face into the hoodies you wore once
in hopes your perfume has lingered through time.
it's listening to songs i've only heard once
and hearing you singing along;
waking at midnight and reaching for you
when you've never been there to begin with
and realizing how badly i want you to be.
it's what i feel
when you walk out the door without turning around,
because sometimes,
i wish you'd just stop.
it's those comets,
this wind...
it's everything we think about
but never acknowledge.
it's letting go."
e.
[so you pull me down
and we shiver til even midnight's stopped freezing,
and i can't help
but disagree with the last.
because even in silence,
we understand what's gone missing,
and i can't let go
when you make me go weak at the knees.
and loneliness
isn't letting go,
anyway.
it's just falling apart at the seams
with no one around to keep our hearts held in the right place.
it's losing you.]
Literature
Away From Me
Away From Me
I,
I need some time
I,
I need to leave,
Run as far as I can,
To get away,
From what you,
Were to me
I,
Just want to die,
But that doesn't seem to be an option,
Cause I know that I've tried
I,
Need you to be,
So very far,
Away from me
You,
You need to go
You,
You have grown too cold,
And need to flee,
To go away,
From what you,
Were to me
You,
Make me want to die,
But that doesn't seem to be an option,
Cause I know that I've already tried
I,
Need you to be,
So very far,
Away from me
I,
Need to turn,
To walk away from the fire,
The fire that once burned
I,
I want to cry,
But I find in the end,
Literature
unmapped
i know not where
to begin. the stares
are careless, the stars
couldn't care less,
and the world won't wait
(to spin),
while i catch my breath.
there is no space
in air to take the sky
for a ride in the water,
but i am still
enthralled by
opportunities afforded -
rapt
at each strange path
to be progressed.
we write backward ways
to overlay our inky feet,
these prints too deep to keep
receipt of old transgression.
of misplaced blessings.
of miracles abandoned,
now blooming
on the vine.
you are wrapped around
a finger of flowers
and colour speaks louder,
but by nature
every gesture
of your ghost-shape
is divine.
Literature
Halation
Wait until tomorrow comes,
when moonbeams dance on silvered tiptoes
and stars live in the black spaces between your ribs
pushmumbling beneath your skin.
So that your secrets hidden in little known places,
will be lit by the moon boats casting anchor in the color of your eyes
and the glow of firefly comets drifting about your heart.
[or maybe a soul]
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...and i never want to.
YAY for a bit of happy creativity? At least more cheery than my latest, anyway.
I still dunno, though. Haha. I think what I've been writing lately is scraps...
ALL of the images linked were found via google, and belong SOLELY to the sites listed below (THEY ARE NOT MINE!!!)
1. zingerbug.com
2. etsy.com
3. ning.com
4. morningguyed.com
5. dipdive.com
October 2009
YAY for a bit of happy creativity? At least more cheery than my latest, anyway.
I still dunno, though. Haha. I think what I've been writing lately is scraps...
ALL of the images linked were found via google, and belong SOLELY to the sites listed below (THEY ARE NOT MINE!!!)
1. zingerbug.com
2. etsy.com
3. ning.com
4. morningguyed.com
5. dipdive.com
October 2009
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